Here's my beef

The impending one-week-factory-visit to Bangladesh get postponed until further notice due to the strike happened and it's just getting serious.  Further delayed aka prolonged mental-torture...

Thought of departing this Sunday morning, at least can get rid of works here. Ended up with phone calls...

Saturday, morning - received a sudden call from one of my inspectors: "Miss, the crab all underweight!". "Underweight how much? What's the spec?" "20-60g, Miss. Now checking get around 10-17g. Sangat-sangat kecil. Yesterday ok." "Okay, can you ask sv to get the new lot to try on?" "Miss no other lot already."..... After all the mess in communication, I have to say once again, I have been bullshitted by them again. THERE'S OTHER SIZE. Problem-solving just failed! Fortunately, Miss Yao and Mr Ng just helped a lot. Bien, muchas gracias!.

Saturday, night - a call again. "Miss, A tak mai. Dia cakap dia nak resign!" "What? He didn't tell me about this!" "Boleh tak saya minta D untuk datang malam esok?" "Ok, I akan cari keluar A pasal ini, meanwhile I akan bagi tau D untuk kerja shift malam esok." What the hell!!!  Bad century of people. So irresponsible! I... I.. must get the shit on my eyes the moment I confirmed you! Lesson learnt!

Sunday, morning - Congratulate me. I managed to wake up early again. Thanks to the 3rd call of the weekend. Yet, I still need to cater on it. One inspector cannot take care of two lines at the same time. I gotta admit it's hard to do so, off the record. I shall put up a plan to count on the efficiency of each inspector soon! IT HAS TO BE! 

Sunday, late morning - 4th call! Trivial one. I thought it was a urgent case that somebody indeed asked my inspector is the mega sales still on? Hello, it just held for 3 days, and it's already ended. Your support is much appreciated. 

In future, whenever I heard the phone rings early in the morning, it will definitely get on my nerves!

What again?!

Time to phrase my resolution

2014 was my career year. 

What I have achieved and attained so far? 

Here's the recap and review:
I work hard and 'eat' hard.
Work part is happy and stressful sometimes.
Make friends with you all always good. In happy feet when around them; stress enough when get piled up with papers and hair-pull by boss, literally.
Scolded some people and scared of certain devils.
Spent eating alot luxurious food, visited a few new cafes, become foodie but still remain skinny.
Friends say hell no way and named me Bonnie, as in bone-y. Ah Chuan still is the most welcomed one!
Got my EQ improved quite a bit! on colleagues as well on my loves one.

Did something that I deemed courageous. AHA! I said I like someone, blah. added him, blah. Colleagues tried to put up a date like the wind, and then  just took the wind out of my sails for unknown reason. Feel awful!

Again, struck by my good partner's resignation. Could not stop her work and travel determination. 

Get decent bonus after 14 months of nonstop working, a hard one. Too hard I would say initially. 

Everyone knew it was a horrid year for us. Needless to say the trending topics for Malaysian. You and I can't express in words to console those grief-stricken families and friends. Time heals everything. 

NOW, 

Dear 2015, I pray hard for the resoluteness. 

• 26 is coming. Now happen to feel Two is better than One. Gotta change my long-hibernated status. How can I work from it? God please show me!
• Career is the 2nd. Keep the passion and enthusiasm in work. Another year to go! 
• Reduce procrastination.
• Pluck up courage whenever need to. 
• Wean from coffee, try to minimize.
• Minimize OT. Back off from office at 7pm. 
• Happy and Healthy Families. Could not out of the list!

Done the phrasing in my 1st of 365 days. 

Clock is ticking away. 

Let's Hope and count the blessings in 2015.

Good Night World. 

Strong and stronger

As the song goes 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'....

So this is how it works usually...  when u doesn't get killed by troublemakers, checked. U are strong! Thus u continue the fight and again u survived, now u become stronger... We all should really stop at this stage. But normally this keeps going on til u are the strongest without back off. No way for being weak. But, even the strongest person is not a machine. U will fatigue and worn someday. And that's why u breakdown!

Character-telling is coming!

Just cross that bridge

I know it is not a proper time to complain any, especially it is just my 3rd week. Everyone here I must say is a 'real steel', they could work until 10pm! Of course, I am in the list too. My latest record was until 830pm, which is due tonight. I have never ever thought I could stay at office til that late that I am so hardworking to do so. Fast and efficient is the motto here. Learning fast is crucial, asking in time is important, highlighting the problems is vital. But I am totally in mess and shit this week. Working hours I can feel my heart beating fast too, too nervous and worry to never get a task done on time. For the past week, I almost got nightmares every night on their products, coz you know there are 100++ of products to be familiar with! Who won't?!! 'Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard'. All these ordeal, and I keep asking God why I am the one, for all the mighty God shake, hope I will survive it AGAIN!

Sunday night

Last Sunday night, a night that I shall recall vividly. I was bag-packing, preparing to depart back to workplace-BM. PreMonday-Blue for me along this an-hour- sp-bm journey. My car was running low in fuel, and my mum insisted me to fuel up with dad at local instead of a girl solely upon arrival at BM late in the night. Dad was generous enough to subsidize me the 40 bucks automobile fuel. *saved up 40 expense*.
Just before I stepped my feet out of the door, I kept away my logistics books on the couch, which were deemed too heavy to bring along with me. *started car engine and bid adieu to mum*
At the a stone throw away's Mobil fuel station, I left my cell phone on seat, while fueling up. *caution! Not to answer any phone call here* I checked on my phone instantly after getting in my car, and try to call back my brother's missed call. My bro asked me if I had left anything behind? I said none..
After having goodbye to my dad, I quickly hit on the pedal and sped passing by the road corner right before my house at 60km/hr. I was surprised skimming my mum stood by the busy road, embracing two books under the tiny raindrops. I guessed she was waiting for me!!! I quickly pulled over the car, turning back to my mum... My mum spoke to me through the car window, 'I asked your brother just now that these books are about shipping, and I think u must have forgotten to bring them, so I brought them here for you". I was too touched to even utter a word, by just saying I did not forgot the books, just they were not in use for me. As much as she touched me, without saying thank you for doing this, I asked her to walk home quickly as the rain was getting heavy. And then I drove away from her, shedding in tears. 

I feel regret because the night before this, I was quarreling with my mum by being snippy. I said something that I did not mean it. Sorry, mum. I was wrong... As children, we just can't take for granted for what our parents do for us all this time.