Where is my future? my further education...my career...Arghhhh... I keep on asking deep in my heart core... But, I still couldn't get a concrete answer saying that "YES, i can see it or maybe soon..."
At this period of time, my mind is blank like a white paper. I don't really realize which pathways should be taken and which roads shouldn't be chosen. I am aware that nobody can make decision on behalf me but I am just not well-prepared to make a wise choice yet. Maybe I shall just think of these headache's stuff after my Big Deal with the p.e-STPM. Even if I make my mind now, I think I may change it again and again within these 6 months.
Why my friends start over these now? discussing of scholarships, course that matter, study abroad, Singapore, Japan, Local U...blablabla... That's a load of my mind. And I keep sheering away the topics from myself. Actually, I am not availing myself a lot to the knowledge of further study like the minimum requirement of certain courses and the institutes that offering similar course. That's why I am a lil bit scared now... Nvm, from now onwards, I shall keep abreast with all these. Hopefully, I am not too late...
I can still recall my life in primary school..." What is your ambition, Yan Chuan? ". Then , I were proud to response: " I want to become a teacher, teacher." seems like very honoured to be a teacher ya? Haha, I can't believe it, every year whenever new teachers asked me about my ambition. The answer will be all the same-TEACHER.
For once, I had been very sure and confident that I wouldn't change my ambition even after I enter U and this will be my career for my rest of life. Nevertheless, as I keep maturing, my mind had changed. My thought is I don't want to limit myself just in this field. Perhaps, I might have greater potential to develop my characteristic in other arena. I should be upsizing my goal and become more ambitious.
Hey, I am not saying that teacher ain't good as a career. Possibly, in someday, you might hear somebody might call me "Good Morning, Missy!"...who knows?
So, determine our route wisely for the sake to the avenue of success...
3 comments:
A meaningful post....I like it :)
juz believe in ur self....teacher is nto bad...if money side...tuition is very good....scholarship well is better to apply now or plan well
well,in this age we really have to make lots of decision..i was once struggling hard like u too,n i know it's not feeling good,n also kinda disturbing..
u r right,nobody can make the decision on behalf us..so,just choose one n make it the best pathway of others..there is no so-called 'the best option' unless u have gone through it n make it the best..at least this is what i learnt after the last struggle about my future..
support u always yea..jia you!
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