First Time

First day of registration in UPM. Come with my mum and dad.
All the students must pass the H1N1 screening before entering the kolej.

放逐爱情

唱：解苇苓

有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什么都没说
只是静静的抱着我
却轻轻对我说
我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同
付出的爱没有结果

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁
傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎
我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步

被放逐 在寒冷的边境
去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁
傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎
我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步

被放逐 在寒冷的边境
去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里

Black & White *tmo*

A "brief candle"

So, I have been duped...embarassed...disappointed... I am one of the 4574 "victims"! This number really "衰" enough, because it can't even win a 4D on the next day.

Friday night, I was going back from my part-time job and coincidentally i met up with Choo. She told me that usm's shortlisted result had been released...and she are shortlisted.

What a shock to me! Finally, it came!!!

I went back home and had a check through its official website. OMG, I just couldn't believe it, I got my first choice, which was not under my expectation. Was I dreaming? [ In fact, I am really dreaming of that "impossible"... BUT it doesn't mean that I ain't deserve to get it, right?].

I didn't accept on the spot due to the place of study in Kubang Kerian, Kelantan where I doubt to...
I gave myself a night to ponder.... due date is 5pm of Sunday.

Next, all the thing happened was just like I had been a moron for a day.

Saturday morning, I was in great busy. I sought for many views, opinions and comments from the seniors of usm...via website and msn. I even made abundance of calls to lots of anonymous just to consult them about the study environment there... As I flash back the stuff I had done for 3 days ago, I seemed like an arrant fool.. Was I? Haha. Forget about it....

As I was going to make up decision , someone phoned me in anxiety. She said all in the sudden she couldn't log in successfully.

" What's going wrong?",

"Is there any connection error?",

"Or my computer got any problem?"....

$*&^_^*$#@*&*%%^#

Initially, I was not frantic in worry. I assumed that was a "small matter". Who knows they have any technical problems so our names have been mistakenly eliminated. I was naively thinking about that.

。。。。。。

"Dukacitanya, anda.....tidak dalam senarai nama..."
Haha, they have dropped me a bombshell too.
Although have been tried up for so many times, still to no avail. Same sentence appeared on the screen..
Come on, USM you can't be kidding me... How could you treat me like that. They are really "buruk siku". Give us then tarik balik pula.

I tried to show my great composure in this case..... but it didn't mean that I AM NOT CARE whether I can enter USM or not.
[I mean I have mentioned that I rather like being in KL than Kelantan. However, if the course is good enough, I think I don't have any solid reason to decline it right]

Now, the most and the only important proof we possess is the offer letter, black and white stated that I am shortlisted to study the mentioned course... Planning of going to Penang by tomorrow.

On the next Sunday morning, many people in QuanSheng said they had rushed to the USM to report about the so-called "technical problem". According to the officers there, the shortlisted person is just as the same in the website. If u are failed means that it is the final decision. No more amend.
In the afternoon time, new name list was announced via website. The authority apologized profusely for the mistakes they had done. Apparently, they imputed the dispute as the technical problems by jumbling up the eliminated person with the shortlisted one. This is ridiculous! Or they are trying to conceal something?
How can they ever make amends after duping us like that.

Raising us to the peak, then suddenly pushing us down the cliff (without being given any parachute).

On Monday, things have been gone as national news.
“理大摆乌龙” was the many papers' cover story...
After the incident, they are publicly disgraced and discredited as an APEX.

Mohe keeps reassuring us that they will make sure thses 4000++ students who are qualified be granted a seat in other universities. Maybe this is just an act of pacifying the "victims".

In the present time, I am just waiting for the good news from UPU, my only hope. Yea... very soon from now...
The next time as if any of you get the offer online, just hold it by yourself. Wait until you step into the land of that place, register your name then only you call all your friends and relatives, telling them you are in U now!
Haha... just for the sake of not been embarassed again.