楼上的住户他姓司徒
他会固定每个下午 到公园散步
可是他从不跟我打招呼
习惯孤独就像那扇 紧闭的窗户
我走进人来人往忙碌的电梯
追着背影 躲进公寓
我的心 被谁占据
从来不须 向主人登记
我明天 要去哪里
谁都不必 对我好奇
我看着周围沉默的房子
忽然想起去年此时 同样的位子
他和她靠着唯一的彼此
来不及交换了钥匙 就没有下次
我走进人来人往忙碌的电梯
追着背影 躲进公寓
我的心 被谁占据
从来不须 向主人登记
我明天 搬去哪里
没有头绪
我的心 被谁寄居
合约到期 还不肯离去
我明天 能去哪里
心里拖着 什么行李
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Argh!
lost my belongings again~~ really wanna slap myself for always doing this...
HATE MYSELF!!! For being CARELESS!
phone, matric card, umbrella, and like losing 100 erasers........ARGGHHHHHH!
I can ask everyone who possibly a suspect who accidentally "steal" my eraser. How funny was I?
Ironically, I did phone back to mum to ask for the missed out eraser... ahahahaha...
Here's what my mum scolded: " How could you phone me just to locate your 30 cent eraser? Are you an idiot or what? Phone bill is more than your stupid eraser!"
HATE MYSELF!!! For being CARELESS!
phone, matric card, umbrella, and like losing 100 erasers........ARGGHHHHHH!
I can ask everyone who possibly a suspect who accidentally "steal" my eraser. How funny was I?
Ironically, I did phone back to mum to ask for the missed out eraser... ahahahaha...
Here's what my mum scolded: " How could you phone me just to locate your 30 cent eraser? Are you an idiot or what? Phone bill is more than your stupid eraser!"
Thursday, July 1, 2010
alternatively
it's no longer a blogging day... it has changed...
Facebook is just enough for us to expresss our feelings and thoughts...
Somehow, fb can make you a cynosure of all eyes once you post something awesome in your page. (even if somebody posts your unpleasant lookings, you can also be a lime light!)
For once in my mind, I was thinking for what sort of reason that I have to make my private life becomes public? Is that a necessary for us to release our daily stress or just for somekind of fun that I can make from the others' approval?
Maybe I had been influenced by my oral speaking title...for having this obsession...
Sometimes, I was in doubt....whether to vent my emotions in the fb or as PM...
Even for several times, I have tried to convey my feelings, but people with the curiousity will try to get to know what had happened to you indeed...
It ain't a bad thing... At least it shows friends care about you (sincerely)
I try it in the ambiguous way so that I won't be too exposed...
Despite of that, it's still kinda hard to express what's in my mind... I mean it's more than what can be depicted in words.
Since it's difficult, I prefer to spend my emo day on my tod rather than sharing with people.
I'm not trying to be pessimistic; on the contrary, other options just available for me...
Facebook is just enough for us to expresss our feelings and thoughts...
Somehow, fb can make you a cynosure of all eyes once you post something awesome in your page. (even if somebody posts your unpleasant lookings, you can also be a lime light!)
For once in my mind, I was thinking for what sort of reason that I have to make my private life becomes public? Is that a necessary for us to release our daily stress or just for somekind of fun that I can make from the others' approval?
Maybe I had been influenced by my oral speaking title...for having this obsession...
Sometimes, I was in doubt....whether to vent my emotions in the fb or as PM...
Even for several times, I have tried to convey my feelings, but people with the curiousity will try to get to know what had happened to you indeed...
It ain't a bad thing... At least it shows friends care about you (sincerely)
I try it in the ambiguous way so that I won't be too exposed...
Despite of that, it's still kinda hard to express what's in my mind... I mean it's more than what can be depicted in words.
Since it's difficult, I prefer to spend my emo day on my tod rather than sharing with people.
I'm not trying to be pessimistic; on the contrary, other options just available for me...
Friday, June 18, 2010
Da bo gong
I jz cant believe it!!! How danger it was when the firecracker exploded at HIS mouth?! I saw the firecracker on HIS mouth was lid and then PANNNNNGGGGGG!!!!!! And nothing jz happened to HIM! INCREDIBLE! I started to believe YOUR existence...
Today, my parents and I visited Kuala Kurau for a small DA BO GONG temple. Their purpose of this journey is Simple... craving for wealth... My dad hopes that he can also raise his $$ from 4D after my uncle told him that he has won 4D as given by the DA BO GONG...
Eventually, DA BO GONG divines 2 digits for my dad ie. 6 and 9... it's damn hard to guess what would be this 4D...... There's a mass numbers with the combination of 6 and 9.... many probabilities... but my dad still hope against it...
That's what Chinese loves right?... Digits and Money.
What really astonished me was the moment before leaving, DA BO GONG asked me to go in front HIM and HE gives me a lolipop...and suddenly uttered me a piece of advice, telling me not to be so hot tempered, I should amend my temper... Err, what could I say? It's BINGO, DBG!
I nodded my head saying that " I will", somehow...
Oh GOSH, how could YOU know my temper is that bad (lately only la....)?
Today, my parents and I visited Kuala Kurau for a small DA BO GONG temple. Their purpose of this journey is Simple... craving for wealth... My dad hopes that he can also raise his $$ from 4D after my uncle told him that he has won 4D as given by the DA BO GONG...
Eventually, DA BO GONG divines 2 digits for my dad ie. 6 and 9... it's damn hard to guess what would be this 4D...... There's a mass numbers with the combination of 6 and 9.... many probabilities... but my dad still hope against it...
That's what Chinese loves right?... Digits and Money.
What really astonished me was the moment before leaving, DA BO GONG asked me to go in front HIM and HE gives me a lolipop...and suddenly uttered me a piece of advice, telling me not to be so hot tempered, I should amend my temper... Err, what could I say? It's BINGO, DBG!
I nodded my head saying that " I will", somehow...
Oh GOSH, how could YOU know my temper is that bad (lately only la....)?
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
I'm confused
I really hate the presence of ambiguity... It makes me feel depressing. I want a clear answer to release this question marks in my mind...
Perhaps, being ambiguous is a better solution. At least there is still a slender of hope...Who knows the outcome maybe bad one...
Perhaps, being ambiguous is a better solution. At least there is still a slender of hope...Who knows the outcome maybe bad one...
Friday, February 26, 2010
Sharing
Tired... exhausted after standing for 4 incessant days...
FINALLY, our Pesta Angpau came to the end!
Although it's fulled of fatigue, I can say that it's worthwhile as I gained lots of experience...
BUT, One of the annoying thing is: During my duty, we had been scolded by other committee members for not being professional: we were complained for sitting down when tired, buying drinks while directing the carnival and so forth. I knew this!
I have been informed that every year is the same whereby my Biro is sure to eat that "dead cat" once the conduction of the programme is not well-running... Walau @$#%$^! I volunteered to help up in the event, but now we was blamed for doing nothing. They can simply say that Our existence is equal to zero. My group got made the effort OK. We helped other Biro to complete their trifles while I was free. Conversely, I didn't see anyone of them give us hands while we were requesting for help.
For that, I certainly won't take initiative to involve in this programme again. Never! =S
Fine. event is over. Talking about its positive side.
This year, I personally think that the programme is quite successful, especially the play. The hall was in astonisment when the stage's curtain was pulled as the audience watched the design and creation of the stage...Well, I give the play 90%. Why? coz the drama is too prolonged that made some of the audience sleepy even though it has the climax and excited parts. Not bad on the whole but the play was solely focused on the drama only! That's the feedback I heard from other friends.
FINALLY, our Pesta Angpau came to the end!
Although it's fulled of fatigue, I can say that it's worthwhile as I gained lots of experience...
BUT, One of the annoying thing is: During my duty, we had been scolded by other committee members for not being professional: we were complained for sitting down when tired, buying drinks while directing the carnival and so forth. I knew this!
I have been informed that every year is the same whereby my Biro is sure to eat that "dead cat" once the conduction of the programme is not well-running... Walau @$#%$^! I volunteered to help up in the event, but now we was blamed for doing nothing. They can simply say that Our existence is equal to zero. My group got made the effort OK. We helped other Biro to complete their trifles while I was free. Conversely, I didn't see anyone of them give us hands while we were requesting for help.
For that, I certainly won't take initiative to involve in this programme again. Never! =S
Fine. event is over. Talking about its positive side.
This year, I personally think that the programme is quite successful, especially the play. The hall was in astonisment when the stage's curtain was pulled as the audience watched the design and creation of the stage...Well, I give the play 90%. Why? coz the drama is too prolonged that made some of the audience sleepy even though it has the climax and excited parts. Not bad on the whole but the play was solely focused on the drama only! That's the feedback I heard from other friends.
Monday, January 4, 2010
my pending post...
A long-waiting post:
Seriously, after everybody get started with their own hectic life in uni or college, BLOGGING seemed has become a distant "hobby" to all of us... Unlike last time, everyone kept on updating their blog with trifles or happenings.
Maybe Blogging isn't a trend anymore... for some of us... for me too. XD
All the while I am not in the blogging mood and now I tend to seal my concerns. ( a bit a bit la... small matter still can share share here de; big thingy tell u better instead of writing )
So, I want to share with some of you who still didn't know MY EXPERIENCE in the new year time. HAHA... Yi Qing, Zhi Quan, Chian Xin, Edward and Alice had experienced it!
On the new year's eve, we went for the Sg. Wang's countdown concert. We planned all this on the eleventh hour. Initially we just planned to go to somewhere which are not so crowded. But then, for the sake of the presence of ZQ who came far away from SP, we have decided Sg Wang as our countdown destination. Before the concert, we had our dinner at "又一村" hong kong restaurant, recommended by CX. Hey, good news for the the coffee and NaiCha-lovers because here can refill ur beverage leh.
After the meal, bad news for us pula. We were at the LIVE mini concert but we cant watch the celebrities LIVE. It was so crowded that we can't get into the front stage's area. We tried to stand tiptoe behind the crowd but useless... Hence, we only manage to watch the screen, so-called LIVE screen.
Watching the show at the back there really made us felt a great of anxiety - for we're always in alert mode, preparing to shunt to the other side once they were people playing with the sprays...Some of them really freaked me out!
10 seconds before 0000, we started to countdown.
Firework display get started at the 12 o'clock sharp.
As the countdown ended, it's time for us to seek for a shelter.
The plan of staying overnight at McD was eventually cancelled as Edward punya girl-friends gave their green light to let us stay at the rented room. Fortunately lo.
Something just happened early in that morning....about 4am... something that shocked all of us.
A of group of samseng ( looked like foreign labourers ) got into fighting on the spot ( in front of Na Tok Gong ooo) just at the time we went for our supper. As they fought we quickly hid into the motel. I didn't know how the fight was aroused...but by just hearing the BANG BANG sounds it has already terrified me. And you know what? ZQ has made his maiden 911 call at that moment.
On the next morning, we continued our new year activity by shopping. Thought of not suitable for the both guys... but i think it should be OK. Because at the end of the day, we succeeded in buying at least a Tee. Haha. Just as what you have looked at the facebook...
Haiz, I am getting more and more lazy to narrate our story...... Just some words can depict our day and my day - SIMPLE, SURPRISE AND HAPPY
Seriously, after everybody get started with their own hectic life in uni or college, BLOGGING seemed has become a distant "hobby" to all of us... Unlike last time, everyone kept on updating their blog with trifles or happenings.
Maybe Blogging isn't a trend anymore... for some of us... for me too. XD
All the while I am not in the blogging mood and now I tend to seal my concerns. ( a bit a bit la... small matter still can share share here de; big thingy tell u better instead of writing )
So, I want to share with some of you who still didn't know MY EXPERIENCE in the new year time. HAHA... Yi Qing, Zhi Quan, Chian Xin, Edward and Alice had experienced it!
On the new year's eve, we went for the Sg. Wang's countdown concert. We planned all this on the eleventh hour. Initially we just planned to go to somewhere which are not so crowded. But then, for the sake of the presence of ZQ who came far away from SP, we have decided Sg Wang as our countdown destination. Before the concert, we had our dinner at "又一村" hong kong restaurant, recommended by CX. Hey, good news for the the coffee and NaiCha-lovers because here can refill ur beverage leh.
After the meal, bad news for us pula. We were at the LIVE mini concert but we cant watch the celebrities LIVE. It was so crowded that we can't get into the front stage's area. We tried to stand tiptoe behind the crowd but useless... Hence, we only manage to watch the screen, so-called LIVE screen.
Watching the show at the back there really made us felt a great of anxiety - for we're always in alert mode, preparing to shunt to the other side once they were people playing with the sprays...Some of them really freaked me out!
10 seconds before 0000, we started to countdown.
Firework display get started at the 12 o'clock sharp.
As the countdown ended, it's time for us to seek for a shelter.
The plan of staying overnight at McD was eventually cancelled as Edward punya girl-friends gave their green light to let us stay at the rented room. Fortunately lo.
Something just happened early in that morning....about 4am... something that shocked all of us.
A of group of samseng ( looked like foreign labourers ) got into fighting on the spot ( in front of Na Tok Gong ooo) just at the time we went for our supper. As they fought we quickly hid into the motel. I didn't know how the fight was aroused...but by just hearing the BANG BANG sounds it has already terrified me. And you know what? ZQ has made his maiden 911 call at that moment.
On the next morning, we continued our new year activity by shopping. Thought of not suitable for the both guys... but i think it should be OK. Because at the end of the day, we succeeded in buying at least a Tee. Haha. Just as what you have looked at the facebook...
Haiz, I am getting more and more lazy to narrate our story...... Just some words can depict our day and my day - SIMPLE, SURPRISE AND HAPPY
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