A disheartening day

"Many of you scored, only few of you not. Congratulations for those who did well; but for those who didn't, no need to feel disheartened... as you still have chance to score at other parts."

Discouraging figure when I gazed at the page. Double disheartening news when my Prof reiterated the uploaded online-results.
Thought of not doing well, but wouldn't expect to be that "worse". "Worst" feeling seeping in my veins when friends did so well, but I didn't. I must say just too well!! Feel terrible when I just magnified the the matter.
Sense of jealous? I had but major problem was at me. How to say (self-accusing)?
I misunderstood the questions, I did not interpret the questions well enough, I took for granted my answers was good enough, I thought too much, I did not ask... >.<

I seldom talk about my result here. Was writing this as a pep talk for me before having another test soon... two weeks later from now.
Recharging, recharging my confidence... Hard work may not conquer all, but I must refresh my mind, trying to complete all the procrastinated work as well as trying to get this fading from my sight and mind.

煮熟的鸭子飞走了

So, who is the culprit who provoke my lecturer's disappointment by giving him 3, not all 5 marks during the evaluation form-filling session? S/he really tak tau jadi ORANG!
At least all must 4 or 5 marks right?! since he is really a good lecturer.

The other day, our lecturer has just promised us to give us a 9.5 upon 10 marks of the presentation part, without having to "present" anything. The only T/C is all of us must wear the traditional custom.
After all the time, going up hill and down dale in searching for the cheongsam to wear at the class, eventually it made us seemed like a moron, fighting for the free and easy marks. ==''

Lecturer was not suppose to know the evaluation result before the officially statement. But, who knows that stupid officer collected the evaluation forms in front of him, and let he peeked on it.
Thus, he said frankly to us that he has glanced of 2 or 3 marks in some of the forms (quite annoyed). Suddenly he declared his disappointment for he is a delicate lecturer and he felt that he has not done any irresponsible things at every class. Just wondering why some students could evaluate him that low.
He stopped his lecture and requested the presentation from every group on the day after tomorrow. Then, he left in full annoyance.

* For the information, he is the best lecturer in his department for 5 successive years. No wonder he had that kind of reaction, afraid of our batch could spoil his career... sounds like small gas????

Prelude

People are starting to worry, anxious and quail...about everything in the present and also the approaching unknown fatal day. This is called the Prelude to the general result-revealed-fever. One of the most "meaningful" day I've ever had, bar none. I couldn't imagine what kind of bombshell I'll get on that coming-day.

Anything can be happened?
NO....I shouldn't have said this....
I should rather say to myself everything has fated. Nothing can be altered anymore. I believe everybody will get a deserving result just as much as the effort and hard-work you had put in your study (without any regret). The answer is already in our heart.
For once, after my exam I thought myself really have tried all my best even some papers are quite hard for me. But after I recalled the matter back, I realized that indeed I'm NOT.
I'm not trying my best yet. Some questions I should know the answers, man!
All the last minute work may just ruin me. However, useless to say all this now...it's too late!
As a placebo, I try to say in my heart that "Am I don't deserve any good result after my one-and-a-half-years' hard-ploughing.
I'm not another Miss Smug. Just being more optimistic.

Don't ever regret for making your previous choice-entering form 6. (I'm trying to convince a girl). Let's us advance togather towards the ultimate vision. (Even I can't predict what may happen in advance) Just locate some confidence at you.

Now, we can start to pray devoutly to the Na Tok gong, Guan Gong, Guanyin, Tien Gong for the blessing. Or more precisely "Milk God" as mentioned in the 8TV programme - Unveil The Truth. Aiya, forget about it. I'm crapping here. We are not going to make a last-ditch effort. Aren't we?

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Time flies. Yet I still haven't make my clear mind. (got some options but I don't want to make it as a Hobson's). Yesterday, I listened to the radio about the abroad-studying in Taiwan. It's free course if your result is good. I have had my mind flying to Taiwan and the life I shall have there...I'm 哈-台.
Hehe, I'm just day-dreaming. Sometimes it's against one's will. I didn't have any idea. Perhaps I should put a thinking cap on this matter-to become one of my study plan.

Many things are left undone with my full working-hour. I hope that my part-time job will come to the end after this month (thinking). And so, I can do things I like as well as to upgrade myself. But but, money is important too. (>,<)

Fine, selamat menunggu result! Teachers at school are awaiting too.

It's Unfair!

OK, old issue was coming again... Cheating at exam, this time was STPM Trial. I am wordless now since most of my classmates who did that got the "good" result. You must be complacent to achieve this. But, I call this sxxx coz it wasn't very proud for YOU to get this result through improper way, friends! Somehow, being astray to attain your goal just make me look down at you all the way, you didn't deserve our respect at all...! I just can't endure this kind of attitude. I can say that only remain half of us are totally honest in the exam. Techniques they used are so keng to the extent that even toilet has become one of the accomplice. Honesty ain't praise-worthy. As long as you get the good result, all the things happened during exams are meaningless......

Don't Know What To Say

I really don't know what to say about the things I had done today... So to call it "stupid" or "naive"?

Talk about others... Today, what a dramatic and exciting debate we had during MUET...! Government vs. Opposition. Miao Pin, Jian Hao and I was as the opposition. Versus Choo, Daneesh and Nanthini as the government...Title is "Sucessful People Have To Be Patient" Guess who won? Of course was not us... It's them!

It's nothing about the lost. The main point was the different expression and the "argument" we have get through the debate. The debate was like a little bit scary, since my opponent was being so aggressive and we are almost getting annoyed with each other.... To Simplify it, it was a shooting session...! I have been shoot for the most and remained speechless. I am poor in shooting back ppl. I mean in this case la. Haha. Just like what Kathy said: " why so serious? " Ya, why? Maybe the problem is we as the debater is not serious enough while debuting people...

My Last Cocuriculum Day

课外活动日7/8 -一个令人透不气的日子。从早忙到接近傍晚4点，真是累坏了！天哪，晚上还得去补习，幸亏还没睡着叻。。。

大伙儿个个为了各别的学会，拚了老命也要为学会赚钱。。。赚到的钱，校方8，咱们2，是不是有点不忿。但，有传言说这次由例外，可能平分咯。说到卖东西，今年可谓头痛。几乎4，5个团体学会卖同样的东东：Float... 所以呢，竞争是特别的大了。

chio chio de Math Club's T-Shirt & logo

Nasi Goreng and Mee Goreng sold by my club

Quite nice the rice!

Float with variety of flavour...

Initially, we thought we wouldn't be able to sell all of this,

but then nearly the end of the day, we manage to cover it...

Hiewuuu, abo sure "sit pun"

U see, Kathy and Miao Pin sneaked out of their St.John duty

just to see the situation at the stall and help the members up.

Cake Decoration Competition: This is one of the most creative and prettiest 1

Well, I didn't know the winner. Hope this was the one.

Marching Competition: Kadet Polis And PKBM

They said most probably, St John Cadets will be the winner.

We enjoy the process and also the joy we have along the day, especially the effort we put on the stall, busy dealing with the soft drinks, customers and coupons. Next year, maybe I will go for the day again as the visitor...

Sheer " Luck "

Finally, the last day of the exam weeks...I'm suppose to happy about it but I just can't. Throughout the final exams, i discover many things that i don't much like about...However things happened are all due to our own attitude. Maybe if I voice out my discontent, I will be facing a lot of conflicts or abundance of excuses. So, hopefully those who did the wrong things should be filled with remorse for having dishonest...{I think they have do so...} Wish they will do more better in the future...:)

怕"漏" didn't make sense

I was really embarrassed by today's stuff...It's look very funny when my friends asked me to...haha...but, fortunately nobody noticed that...thanks ya to the friends who gave me "到三更", abo i will never walk out from the school. For your "information", ketee chuckled at me as i lifted my bag at my back2...TT so paiseh...