Dark clouds go away

I feel awful when reading someone's emotional posts, especially when I am (was) having mine. Going through the rough patch isn't easy, and it makes you feel like forever in it. Nobody could really help you out, besides giving abundance of advice and support.

Things are growing harder as we grow up. Just like the dark cloud: when it grows bigger and saturated with water vapour, eventually it will rain; after raining, there will be rainbows, sunlight and fresh air. And the cycle goes again, and again. Well, this is life! Every cloud has a silver lining though...

Photo credit to sOulsurfing

For the last few weeks, I had been so tensed up with the food project that it took me like forever to complete it. It consumed me for a day just to finish a table! Too much to say...

Sometimes I feel like I am just a moron for taking such a long time to complete a tiny part of a task, while someone can just finish it all within six hours at the eleventh hour.
"Power of doing at last minute"? It could be~

But, I just know myself fairly well that I think of almost every possible drawback in details while writing every sentence in my project. Perfection, fussy, or just knocking myself out?

Arrgh, forget the negative part... who cares~

Finally, after working on all cylinders, I I I I just FINISHED IT.... Finished but haven't complete it. Next week, I will kick your ass *hopefully*
I create a false factory like a boss, sure I am going to give the best of  mine, it could be my dream comes true one day. Hah!

Creameo please be alive~

Make peace for a day

I know today (21st Sept) is some of my friends' bday, but I have never know today is also the International Day of Peace.

*Say Peace* can you imagine me myself indeed grinned at the screen while typing this? HA HA

People celebrated 1st ever World's Peace Day 30 years back ago, until it was officially declared as Peace Day by United Nation. Speaking of "peace", no war - that's what I imagine. Same answer?
I searched about what's the day stands for.
hmm, and the day is not merely devoted to those have political or terrorism hatred,  but it can be also devoted personally. Say, myself! I have abundant thoughts of Peace.

Recently having impacted by the "final year effect", I barely see the near future, all I have is some vague answers. Things come just in time and I have to multitask on them. For the first time, I feel hard to manage these poped-up problems. Maybe I am still having "a-semester-jet-lag". Brain malfunctioned already. *consolable-thinking"

Right now, I just need to make peace at myself~
After having two weeks of lectures, coincidentally that's what I am going to do today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow - days of ceasefire, mind-meditation...
And, Peace shall be my instant ingredient to get rejuvenated after the weekend, and go on my life without (with less) resentment and panic stations.

I can sense the peace surrounding myself now: blogging this whilst watching this.



"Take it easy, face yourself as well as others with a kind heart."
... still have long journey for me to see, hear and experience. I hope my wishes, your wishes will have come true in 20 years. 2032 =) Stay peace ~

Read a post today...

"她看上去虽然坚强，其实内心很脆弱，很需要你对她的关心"

this is what really a Taurus girl need? I guess so~ perhaps we are (or myself) too obstinate to admit...

alternatively

it's no longer a blogging day... it has changed...
Facebook is just enough for us to expresss our feelings and thoughts...
Somehow, fb can make you a cynosure of all eyes once you post something awesome in your page. (even if somebody posts your unpleasant lookings, you can also be a lime light!)

For once in my mind, I was thinking for what sort of reason that I have to make my private life becomes public? Is that a necessary for us to release our daily stress or just for somekind of fun that I can make from the others' approval?

Maybe I had been influenced by my oral speaking title...for having this obsession...

Sometimes, I was in doubt....whether to vent my emotions in the fb or as PM...
Even for several times, I have tried to convey my feelings, but people with the curiousity will try to get to know what had happened to you indeed...
It ain't a bad thing... At least it shows friends care about you (sincerely)

I try it in the ambiguous way so that I won't be too exposed...

Despite of that, it's still kinda hard to express what's in my mind... I mean it's more than what can be depicted in words.

Since it's difficult, I prefer to spend my emo day on my tod rather than sharing with people.
I'm not trying to be pessimistic; on the contrary, other options just available for me...

Damn It!

Yesterday,
damn bbi...
damn she...
damn ISO

Today,
damn esmp...
damn room number...