Here's my beef

The impending one-week-factory-visit to Bangladesh get postponed until further notice due to the strike happened and it's just getting serious.  Further delayed aka prolonged mental-torture...

Thought of departing this Sunday morning, at least can get rid of works here. Ended up with phone calls...

Saturday, morning - received a sudden call from one of my inspectors: "Miss, the crab all underweight!". "Underweight how much? What's the spec?" "20-60g, Miss. Now checking get around 10-17g. Sangat-sangat kecil. Yesterday ok." "Okay, can you ask sv to get the new lot to try on?" "Miss no other lot already."..... After all the mess in communication, I have to say once again, I have been bullshitted by them again. THERE'S OTHER SIZE. Problem-solving just failed! Fortunately, Miss Yao and Mr Ng just helped a lot. Bien, muchas gracias!.

Saturday, night - a call again. "Miss, A tak mai. Dia cakap dia nak resign!" "What? He didn't tell me about this!" "Boleh tak saya minta D untuk datang malam esok?" "Ok, I akan cari keluar A pasal ini, meanwhile I akan bagi tau D untuk kerja shift malam esok." What the hell!!!  Bad century of people. So irresponsible! I... I.. must get the shit on my eyes the moment I confirmed you! Lesson learnt!

Sunday, morning - Congratulate me. I managed to wake up early again. Thanks to the 3rd call of the weekend. Yet, I still need to cater on it. One inspector cannot take care of two lines at the same time. I gotta admit it's hard to do so, off the record. I shall put up a plan to count on the efficiency of each inspector soon! IT HAS TO BE! 

Sunday, late morning - 4th call! Trivial one. I thought it was a urgent case that somebody indeed asked my inspector is the mega sales still on? Hello, it just held for 3 days, and it's already ended. Your support is much appreciated. 

In future, whenever I heard the phone rings early in the morning, it will definitely get on my nerves!

What again?!

Now that I know. I can made it!

"Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next." Delicious Ambiguity - Gilda Radner 

And without realizing the time is indeed flying, hoping for a really good "Next" to happen... It has finally come to me, it visited everyone else too.

My four-year study just to have this pre-glorious moment before the convocation 

My six-month ordeal just to give birth to this "baby" - 
essence of my "blood and tears". 

Recalling back when I kick-started my research project earlier in the January, hoped to complete it on time but failed, faced so many refusal, encountered numerous predicament, I blamed I envied I depressed I disappointed... until I passed my presentation on my own effort and most importantly lucks did help me a lot.

At the end of the day I am still alive, I am still blessed~

YanChuan you are blessed!

No matter what I have gone through, it has become so insignificant now. I just knew that even though all that time we can't get ourselves but too disheartening and anxious about everything. Good things come to those who wait, no pain that you suffer, no trial that you experience is wasted!

Story behind the scene: when I went to meet my SV for the authorization of my hardbound thesis, I was questioned by her of not seeing her until the end of the project. I was hit by her statement, as I was the one who kept making appointment with her assistant but to no avail. Meh~ then she invited me to sit and had a little chat. Unexpectedly, she loved the colorful photos in my appendices. HAHA. Hopefully with this compliment, she had already given me a long-waited A on this thesis, which is also my last resort to pull up my final cgpa. 

When we were younger

Devoted myself in creating my very first photos-slideshow video.

"Our Journey, Our Graduation 2009-2013"

First video and might be the last video I've ever worked on. 

From selecting the photos at the first day, to the second day I thought of giving up due to some technical problems (whilst preparing my viva and final exams), till the penultimate hour that my video was rejected by my lappie itself, by fb video uploader to finally "uploaded my first ever Youtube video"... the video was blessed.

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye become harder.

Look at all of you, growing from the freshman, sophomore, junior to senior..Sometimes it feels like it was yesterday, sometimes it feels like someone else's memory. Hopefully, our timeline together won't fade so soon. Thanks to every single person in the photos, everyone of you are special, bar none...twenty-three of us, just like the award you have gotten from us. The truth is, I may not cast a role in your next chapter of life, but I do wish I could make a guest appearance in one of your subtitles at least.

To the 4-Year-Memories.

Favors from friends

Imagine if you were like a driver today, you said Okay to every favor today:
*Oh my, I feel as a great friend today~*
I drove my friend to the bank for cash deposit, I fetch my friend to a meet up with somebody in the rainy day, I got my friend to fix her broken car key... anymore? hope no more by the end of today.

Wait wait.... I am not so Ok with all of these today at least. Almost get annoyed not because of  the friends' impromptu favors, but the timing sucks. It ain't happened at the interval hours, but it came all over within an hour! Hit the Toto won't be so lucky me,but today was hit by 3 consecutive favor calls,
and I just finished my class since 8am~
Hate it more when a friend of mine just tagged me as the one who will help others once was asked, unlike other friends who are selfish enough -----> which indirectly means "I AM" suppose to help when was asked. LOL. *kiasu hits me*

Ok, I have vented. Enjoyed the free dinner, so it soothed me sikit sikit. haha. * realistic person*
Bygones be bygones.
P/S: I know I cannot in all consciences turn down the requests, as trying to put myself in others' shoes. That's matter when it happens on you back.

那五年的中学时光

Finally 我的“述说中学生涯”诞生了～
这是“再见小时候...苑钏”的续集篇...青春时期了~
没有太多的激情感动，再也平凡不过了。

原本这是个难产，我压根儿都不想回忆中学时光的，因为那时我是打着“不想长大”的念头的。停顿在“小时候”是多么美好的事情。奈何一些突如其来的事使我不得再次缅怀中学那五年的美好时光。
o/s 唉，语文用法真的很“棘手”eh.... 退步中...

二OO二年的第一场环境转换记
你可知道那时候要踏入依不啦啦欣是件不容易的事咧～全科优等才会被优先理会也。很臭美一下的学校，但吾还是爱吾校的。哈哈。十四位小学同学 （陈林黄谢刘杨翁彭温高）就这样被入取了。哇，要记得这些人突然有些困难。犹记得登记日的那天，我爸好像是“舍弃”了我，只好由妈妈代劳了，那时很是生气我爸的不负责任。草草的，然后我就这样认识了几位新好友咯，她们就是倪同学，陈同学，黄同学，洪同学，林同学和邹同学了。要知道在中一认识的朋友以为将来会是以后的好友，那是未知数的。

二OO三年不“平凡”的开始
我终于分班了，是甲班也，而且我的隔壁同学竟然是殷同学喔，那是我做梦也想不到的。因为在中一就久仰她的大名了，所以那时认识她是有点小紧张的。话说“大名”得来全大费功夫，她可是上课老师的第一忠实听众，不允旁人有所扰乱哦。其实这是对的示范啦，哪儿像我们爽就听，不爽就不听，很不象话！我只是有点被她的“模范生”的光环给压力到。因为她是学长嘛，所以最烦人的是不能用涂改液咯。
惨了，我的中二回忆就只有围绕在这件事了，其它的根本都唤不起记忆了。

二OO四年不“平凡”的后续
又要分班了，我的伙伴依然是殷同学，而她还是那么的“专心逼人”，我惭愧极了。。。那时班上其实还有好多隐约的故事可以一起回想的。在这一年渐渐的就开始注意到一位姓钟的同学，性格有点孤僻的说（是过去式啦，现在是判若两人吧！同意不? 好像是因某人的缘故，朋友的力量好伟大啊～）。还有不忘了是考PMR的一年哦。考完了，就是做义工的时候，我记得大家一齐同心协力绘出的壁画呢！

年纪过了二十，脑力还真的有退化了，中一至中三的生活，眨眼间就这样过了。。。记得Pn Leong可是我见过最好的地理老师，数学就是Pn Ng了。最讨厌的当然是马来文学了，一生中就读了那三本长篇马来小说了：Aku Anak Timur, Kapten Hassan Wira Bangsa 和 Merdeka Merdeka. 课外活动方面，我是废柴哈哈，只求过关，不求名堂，很衰的是，我的Sultan运动组那几年都名落孙山的。朋友之中发生的事也不计其数，有闹翻的，有小冲突的，有假面的，有巧妙的，突然很同调的，当然也少不了小情侣咯。

二OO五年新的“开始”
上了中四好像是我感觉最坏的一年了，因为没了殷同学的压力，上课总是心不在焉，还好我开始补习了。那时给我最有满足感的科目非历史，高级数学和会计莫属了。我只跟某些人好，记得以前好像有跟过谁吵架，回想起事情的原委，很幼稚哦。LOL
中四参与了一个我觉得获益不浅的活动 - Choir班。原以为大家在胡同学的带领和努力下，我校可以再下一城，事与愿违奈何只获得区比赛二奶，当时我们热泪盈眶，失望极了。不是胡同学的不好，只是不忿评判的裁决。塞翁失马，我校虽然输了比赛，但依然荣获州教育局的邀请到了宏愿礼堂和州体育馆上演了两场盛况空前的表演。*无比感动的回忆*

附上大合照一张

o/s 我被陈同学给遮了。哈哈。

二OO六年“完美”的结局
收起了玩耍的心情，准备面对中学的关键大考了。我上了一班非凡的甲班，个个都是劲爆的读书的料，几乎所有科目都90分以上，我傻眼了，把我都比下去了，也只好尽力了。因为得完成什么道德教育课业，我们还史上到访了孤儿院。没错，原谅我就是这样的女生，中学的我是那么的注重学业～有哪一次去拜拜，许愿望不是求学业猛进之类的，哈哈～ 其它的事我就尽量置身之外了。

好了不说学业了，就说我们面对的大事件吧。毕业旅行！很大型有趣一下，有自创制服，毕业歌等耶。因为那件事，我们也闹了有一些不欢，制服颜色啦，巴士座位啦，幸好最终都一一圆满解决。同时有几件很遗憾的事，我见证了一些友谊腐朽的过程，从双方的热诚到各自的冷漠。还有还有，毕业的晚宴记得吗？现场的几段肺腑宣言有感人喔～
至于我呢，那时自己“流行”了一套什么“坦白”的大道理。我有时还真的对某件事一针见血呢，好像很伤人和有弄哭谁了。哈哈哈哈。真的服了我～只能说人长大了，这套愈来愈不可行了。

那五年的中学时光就以一段“聚餐”及“规划已久的旅程”化上完美的结局了。天下无不散之筵席。有缘再见～

FLY

An inspiring doodle from Doodle Everyday.

Credit to Mr Lim HS for such a cute "flying maple".

When you have found that special thing, you are flying without wings...

Life with no regrets, keep moving on...

爱的等飞行日记 . 心灵航班启程号. 目的地: 不限 . 启航时间: 现在

Make peace for a day

I know today (21st Sept) is some of my friends' bday, but I have never know today is also the International Day of Peace.

*Say Peace* can you imagine me myself indeed grinned at the screen while typing this? HA HA

People celebrated 1st ever World's Peace Day 30 years back ago, until it was officially declared as Peace Day by United Nation. Speaking of "peace", no war - that's what I imagine. Same answer?
I searched about what's the day stands for.
hmm, and the day is not merely devoted to those have political or terrorism hatred,  but it can be also devoted personally. Say, myself! I have abundant thoughts of Peace.

Recently having impacted by the "final year effect", I barely see the near future, all I have is some vague answers. Things come just in time and I have to multitask on them. For the first time, I feel hard to manage these poped-up problems. Maybe I am still having "a-semester-jet-lag". Brain malfunctioned already. *consolable-thinking"

Right now, I just need to make peace at myself~
After having two weeks of lectures, coincidentally that's what I am going to do today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow - days of ceasefire, mind-meditation...
And, Peace shall be my instant ingredient to get rejuvenated after the weekend, and go on my life without (with less) resentment and panic stations.

I can sense the peace surrounding myself now: blogging this whilst watching this.



"Take it easy, face yourself as well as others with a kind heart."
... still have long journey for me to see, hear and experience. I hope my wishes, your wishes will have come true in 20 years. 2032 =) Stay peace ~

Help or not to help

I don't usually do this.
I don't like to blow my own trumpet after doing good deeds.
However, when you treat people good, you act good to people, these people will be greedier and go too far away, farther than you could imagine.

That's made me vacillated between mercy and selfish.

and being mercy, I won't lose anything for helping, people may just take you for granted. You take a deep breath, everything will be okay than ever because you do something great this time.

and being selfish, I won't lose anything too, it may just on my conscience. I rethink the action, and I feel shame for being that person.

Everyone has his/her own limit.
Sometimes we could help; sometimes we couldn't;
Sometimes we do want to help; sometimes we don't.
Sometimes we choose to help, sometimes we choose not to.

Option is all up to you. No right or wrong.
Friends help you, you help friends back.
I did not owe anybody, so do you.
I owe my family only.

You, anticipating...

Now you start to anticipate a lot... your graduation, your thesis prior to that degree, your career, your pay, your living, your future etc and etc.

It seems like recently this is the hottest topic of chit-chatting in the yamcha session we had. Too fast, too worry.

Normal. Of course~ you couldn't stop our mind from anticipating any problem you might face in the near tomorrows as only a-year time left for you to reckon with so many unknowns.
Oh Yes. You will always get a vague fears, until these "unknowns" turn into an exact figure.

Me neither. Anxious about my future - my future as the Food Technologist. I hope to stay in my field. I hope to excel. I hope to get high pay (who doesn't wish to?).

Anyway, still remember this diagram?

LOL... by looking to this diagram. Things can get so easy. haha
So, this is what you can do now:

JUST GO WITH IT!
IN THE END THINGS WILL MEND!

A kind girl: that's ME

I have to say I am really really a kind-hearted girl. Why? Coz I am too nice to accept my supervisor's request in fetching her to breast-feed her son daily.

Here's the thoughts:
Thinking negatively: Why am I suppose to fetch her? Because she is the one who supervise me in internship? She could call her hubby to fetch her instead. Is my car's fuel too much to spend nowhere?

Thinking positively: It's just a stop-off at a taman on the way. Since I have to go out for lunch everyday, it should not be a problem for me to fetch her to the house. Moreover, she will treat me a dollar fruits - jambu batu or mango in return even though I am paiseh to get it...

But, I think I deserve it: I mean the free fruits. Wahahahaha.