Thought =.=

Absence makes the heart grows ponder

I experience it.....

He Is Back!

Finally he is back today after we have our attempt to apologise with him unanimously before his red Avanza. Some of us already wept for that.
Today, as the group finished their boring presentation. He made his words out, apologising for his "swinging" mood throughout the weeks and for being a lecturer "3". He felt that as a lecturer he has his responsibility to cover up all his lecture. About the presentation's mark, he will make the decision only after the lectures. Hurray! We applauded for his coming back as our "old manner" lecturer. Everyone is so thrilled about the abrupt changes in his attitude.
Thanks for giving us another chance, Dr
albeit has been discredited by some of us.

煮熟的鸭子飞走了

So, who is the culprit who provoke my lecturer's disappointment by giving him 3, not all 5 marks during the evaluation form-filling session? S/he really tak tau jadi ORANG!
At least all must 4 or 5 marks right?! since he is really a good lecturer.

The other day, our lecturer has just promised us to give us a 9.5 upon 10 marks of the presentation part, without having to "present" anything. The only T/C is all of us must wear the traditional custom.
After all the time, going up hill and down dale in searching for the cheongsam to wear at the class, eventually it made us seemed like a moron, fighting for the free and easy marks. ==''

Lecturer was not suppose to know the evaluation result before the officially statement. But, who knows that stupid officer collected the evaluation forms in front of him, and let he peeked on it.
Thus, he said frankly to us that he has glanced of 2 or 3 marks in some of the forms (quite annoyed). Suddenly he declared his disappointment for he is a delicate lecturer and he felt that he has not done any irresponsible things at every class. Just wondering why some students could evaluate him that low.
He stopped his lecture and requested the presentation from every group on the day after tomorrow. Then, he left in full annoyance.

* For the information, he is the best lecturer in his department for 5 successive years. No wonder he had that kind of reaction, afraid of our batch could spoil his career... sounds like small gas????

Give something off my chest

Last time, she seldom greets me, I tend to greet her.

Now, she dislikes or lazy to greet me.

So, I do the same way around – LAZY to greet her. Not “Hai” or “Hello” word between both of us…

It is an aftermath of “being frank”.

The other day, I was coming back from co-cu at 11pm, washing my sportswear and hanging it at my room just as usual. Then all of the sudden she came back and confronted me, requesting me (politely) to dry my clothes at pantry with reason that she doesn’t like the humidity of the room… I was like =.=”’ You also hang your clothes at room LAAAAAA. Why you can and I can’t?

OIC, the answer is mine are damper than yours right, so you dislike it. Wei, I didn’t let the water dripping from my clothes lih.
And what’s wrong with the humidity lih? I didn’t feel any humid air inside wor, Jen! My clothes won’t affect much the humidity LAL. Plus you are still young, doesn’t have 风湿病.

All these time, I hang my damp clothes at room; you step your wet toilet sandals into room, you didn’t say a word and I didn’t grouse any. Why now only you request me to do that? And in what position you are asking me to do that?

I was indeed reluctant to agree with her. But what should I say other than say OK wor. ( Alright, I have already promised to follow her whim from now onwards. End of arguement! )

Just to tell you a fact that all my course mates and their roommates hang their clothes at room as the pantry is the “authorized place” for Malays to hang their clothes. So, Chinese will rather choose to hang at their room…. One more thing, they don't step their shoes into the room one.

Thus, after she gave out her discontent to me, I also told her candidly that I dislike her to step over my boundary with her worn + unhygienic sandals. I couldn't believe it, I gave it off my chest eventually after bearing it for nearly 3 months.

(Why I mentioned boundary? This is because I have placed a clothes hamper at the middle of room. so to indicate her not to tread over my line. But she seemed to didn't get it at all.... )

However, she retorted me that she has the same habit at her house. SWEAT, here is not your house lih? I interupted her further excuse immeadiately. Coz I was damn hot that time.

Wth....How come I got this kind of peculiar roommate de li?...............

I have to bear her for another semester.....Tell me how to bear her?

Or somebody want to exchange roommate with me?

在远方敬爱的阿公...

上星期，
阿公很坚强地渡过了危险时期。
明明以为在熬过这次的手术后，
就可以安然无恙的。。。

这天，
孰知道在最后关头，
事情竟然演变成这样。。。
有点疑惑及
搞不懂究竟当中发生何事？！

当收到他的噩耗，
我确实愣住了。。。
差点压抑不了情绪。
虽说不是在同个屋檐下生活，
但公孙俩的感情总不会比别人少。

我心一直想奔驰回去
瞻仰他最后一面，
但碍于考试，我可回不了；
无可奈何下，
便拨电话寻求妈妈的意见，
听到她哽咽的声音，
使我更伤心。

今晚，
正好看到弟弟的部落戈
这时才恍然知道
阿公是在正准备出院时出事的！
真是造化弄人啊！
读完弟的文章，
真的感触良多。
想不到弟与阿公
也有一段童年记忆。

想到阿公那副无辜的模样，
整天嚷着要找阿麽，
就会心里很不甘。

想当年的阿公是多么的能干，
修理家里的道具用具，
阿公就是最棒了！

当他的另一半走后，
他也渐渐老化。。。
可悲的是，
他甚至连自己的亲人都认不得，
偶尔可能会认得你，
但是每天也只会要找阿麽。

这次，
他就这样鄹然离去，
终于可以与他的老伴相聚了。。。
希望您俩老一路好走。。。

阿公，您安息吧！

Back to my tradition

Here is my cheongsam-class-session during Kenegaraan Malaysia. My lecturer has enquired us to wear our own chinese traditional custom for an hour in order to get 9.5 marks without any presentation stuff. ^^

An awful test

It was really awful for me to answer the physics paper since i m quite strange with that course. Shit!!!
30 multiple choices questions...but i could answer only about half of them, or maybe less than that. Coz I didn't have ample time to read the last 6 questions when the examiner asked us to stop answering. So, i was just playing "shooting". A B C and D.... ting tong diang.
I thought i was the only one who played this technique. Who knows almost all of my coursemates were having the same strategy as me. Gosh!

Due to my lecture group has disappointed the Dr. with the lame result of the highest is only 16 per 30 and the lowest can be as only 1 per 30.... he is giving us another test called test1b! What a surprise!
Haha, resit the paper for the same covered topics with the more easier one this time, said the Dr.
Hope we wont let him down for second time... wish me luck! =P

Try my apt in performing

The performance video

扇子舞

our practising coach, Sin Yee (from SP) what a coincidence

New friend, Chen Hui (Seremban)
How I know her? well it was quite interesting.
She is as funny (crazy) as I am. Under my frecuency and same key.
Haha

******************************************************************


have a view on
My room again

my half-cupboard


my bed.

Miscellany of life

My kolej's view

the only boys' block, Delima.

night view

My room

***

Malam Tunas Budaya

Annual Malam Tunas Budaya at Dewan Besar -
Me, Zhen Hui and Pei Zhen (her complexion is not that dark) XD

all colleges performed very well, singing+dancing+banding in the conjunction of the theme: Satu Malaysia..... at last, K17 won the overall performance. This prove that our "future doctors and pharmacist" are quite talented in entertaining ppl too.
***

K6's idol night

I am acting as JU-ON at the a comedy drama sketch
Proudly to annouce that we got second as a team in the K6's idol competition

From the night onwards, many of my collegemates call me JU-ON
and I am quite bo syok about that.

***

The girl on the right is the student from Iran called Sama
and the center one is my "first" friend after entering U, Lulu.
Both of them are HRD students.

We were having our formation-marching match and senam seni at Bukit Ekspo

K12 won the match.

K5 won the cheers

Hai from freshman!!!

So, as mentioned by Zoey at IbrahimKaki, I have been enrolled into UPM, aka "univesity peperiksaan malaysia".

First week in UPM was my orientation week which is called Minggu Perkasa Putra. Mostly, we spent the time at the big hall, attending to various of events. Just before starting any event, each kolej will be having their own "CHEERS", that was our inter-kolej cheers-fighting which I found really fun and interesting. The scene in hall at that moment was unimaginably great!... like having a shout-out war - People standing up and down, moving left and right to show out their very own Cheers slogan. Congratz...K5 is the winner for the cheering competiton this year.

Majlis Ikrar with the Naib Canselor. Every freshman in their best bib and tucker~
Red and white match.

Besides the hall, our own kolej was the another venue for orientation too. I always heard about the rumors saying that the seniors will be playing pranks on the juniors. But along my week in the kolej, I can tell you that is not true. Our facilitators treat us nicely and very caring to us. This makes us felt guilty when we failed to pass up our assignment-getting the 100 seniors' authority.

Ya, we were lazy to get their signatures.

*** ***

A week after that, we started our schooling-day - 6th of July. First day of schooling, we have been puzzled up by the "complicated" transport route system. We didn't know exactly where to drop by and where to attend the kuliah. Hence, we were asking people like crazy all along the way. Fortunately, we were not late for any class yet.

Now, I feel much more better than the previous weeks. I am familiar with the system already. Haha.

*** ***

Talking about the lecture class, my brain seems like "rusty" already. Things that have learned before had been thrown back to teachers. So, I am still in the "adapting period", trying to find back the "study" mood...

With pthe rior notice from lecturers, I will be having my first test very soon ie. starting on 5th of August. It's definitely dragging me to high tension and pressure now because everything like unprepared for me.

For one thing, I am taking general physics in this semester, which is compulsory for my course. But I am not confident enough to score it ayet. After leaving this subject for about 2 years time, I have to regenerate my knowledge for physics from here with my mere foundation at SPM.

*** ***

Here, I stay at Kolej Six which is quite near to Kolej Five where Sin Hui and Mean Wei are staying. Although just a stone's throw away but seems like thousand miles away coz we are different stream. Haha!
My kolej aka hostel actually is quite good and comfortable in condition. Facilities are almost complete if we were to compare it with other kolejs. Washrooms are hygienic too for we hire a maid to clean it up. BUT, it has its own imperfection too. TT

Let me listed out

1)WIRELESS = LAME + SUCKS
my room is at 3rd floor. Ever since i just able to online once in own room. At most of the time, I get to access it in my friends' room or in Balai Ilmu which I consider troublesome to me. I am damn "PEK CHIK" with the problem.

2)"TASTY" DRINKING WATER
my block only got water cooler which i dislike it very much, it's tasted like soil water. Since I didn't bring my own water heater, I am forced to comsume hot water with this kind of weird taste. For the daily drinking water, I am buying via a machine called R.O water.

3)GASPING FOR AIR
As mentioned, I stay in 365 room, 3rd floor and the last floor of the block. Every day, I have to step floor by floor to my room. Fine, never mind. I am going to take it as an exersice. And one more thing, my room just beside the toilet.... very convienient yet troublesome.

That's all for today. Will upload more photos on my life here later.

Bye and see you guys soon.

~~~~~^^~~~~~~

First Time

First day of registration in UPM. Come with my mum and dad.
All the students must pass the H1N1 screening before entering the kolej.

放逐爱情

唱：解苇苓

有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什么都没说
只是静静的抱着我
却轻轻对我说
我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同
付出的爱没有结果

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁
傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎
我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步

被放逐 在寒冷的边境
去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁
傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎
我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步

被放逐 在寒冷的边境
去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里

Black & White *tmo*

A "brief candle"

So, I have been duped...embarassed...disappointed... I am one of the 4574 "victims"! This number really "衰" enough, because it can't even win a 4D on the next day.

Friday night, I was going back from my part-time job and coincidentally i met up with Choo. She told me that usm's shortlisted result had been released...and she are shortlisted.

What a shock to me! Finally, it came!!!

I went back home and had a check through its official website. OMG, I just couldn't believe it, I got my first choice, which was not under my expectation. Was I dreaming? [ In fact, I am really dreaming of that "impossible"... BUT it doesn't mean that I ain't deserve to get it, right?].

I didn't accept on the spot due to the place of study in Kubang Kerian, Kelantan where I doubt to...
I gave myself a night to ponder.... due date is 5pm of Sunday.

Next, all the thing happened was just like I had been a moron for a day.

Saturday morning, I was in great busy. I sought for many views, opinions and comments from the seniors of usm...via website and msn. I even made abundance of calls to lots of anonymous just to consult them about the study environment there... As I flash back the stuff I had done for 3 days ago, I seemed like an arrant fool.. Was I? Haha. Forget about it....

As I was going to make up decision , someone phoned me in anxiety. She said all in the sudden she couldn't log in successfully.

" What's going wrong?",

"Is there any connection error?",

"Or my computer got any problem?"....

$*&^_^*$#@*&*%%^#

Initially, I was not frantic in worry. I assumed that was a "small matter". Who knows they have any technical problems so our names have been mistakenly eliminated. I was naively thinking about that.

。。。。。。

"Dukacitanya, anda.....tidak dalam senarai nama..."
Haha, they have dropped me a bombshell too.
Although have been tried up for so many times, still to no avail. Same sentence appeared on the screen..
Come on, USM you can't be kidding me... How could you treat me like that. They are really "buruk siku". Give us then tarik balik pula.

I tried to show my great composure in this case..... but it didn't mean that I AM NOT CARE whether I can enter USM or not.
[I mean I have mentioned that I rather like being in KL than Kelantan. However, if the course is good enough, I think I don't have any solid reason to decline it right]

Now, the most and the only important proof we possess is the offer letter, black and white stated that I am shortlisted to study the mentioned course... Planning of going to Penang by tomorrow.

On the next Sunday morning, many people in QuanSheng said they had rushed to the USM to report about the so-called "technical problem". According to the officers there, the shortlisted person is just as the same in the website. If u are failed means that it is the final decision. No more amend.
In the afternoon time, new name list was announced via website. The authority apologized profusely for the mistakes they had done. Apparently, they imputed the dispute as the technical problems by jumbling up the eliminated person with the shortlisted one. This is ridiculous! Or they are trying to conceal something?
How can they ever make amends after duping us like that.

Raising us to the peak, then suddenly pushing us down the cliff (without being given any parachute).

On Monday, things have been gone as national news.
“理大摆乌龙” was the many papers' cover story...
After the incident, they are publicly disgraced and discredited as an APEX.

Mohe keeps reassuring us that they will make sure thses 4000++ students who are qualified be granted a seat in other universities. Maybe this is just an act of pacifying the "victims".

In the present time, I am just waiting for the good news from UPU, my only hope. Yea... very soon from now...
The next time as if any of you get the offer online, just hold it by yourself. Wait until you step into the land of that place, register your name then only you call all your friends and relatives, telling them you are in U now!
Haha... just for the sake of not been embarassed again.

Today is my day

Every year, ever since I was studying in secondary school, my very own day would most probably crash up with my mid-term exams, bar none.

So, I barely had a celebration on it. "Study hardly" was my motto to get through the 0000 time on 15th of May. My 'fake' hand phone alerted me each time I wanted to concentrate on my studies. This was such a distraction to me as I was chasing after the time - doing the heil mary. However, I felt the warmest greetings and regards from my friends, especially those who were brainstorming over the night just like me. On the next day, it would be my nervous plus excitement day in answering the papers...

Even though, friends of my sometimes would have had a little and simple celebration for me after the exams, I felt it was just contented to me. I didn't demand more than that.

I really meant it because among my family members, we seldom have all this kind of stuff. My family concept is that birthday ain't need to boast about, it's just a trivial day. Thus, my mum's and dad's birthday, mother's or father's day aren't my family's tradition to have big fun on it, even if I got an intention to do something about it. To them, gratefulness from their children is just ample as the greatest gift...

I am not a person who have a tendency to show up how I feel at once.

Today, My life in this world began exactly 20 years ago!!!
It dawned on me that tonight was the first time all the years that a gang of peers had held me a very 'standard' and 'enjoyable' party. I was astonised. For the first time, it made me felt like "I can also be a lime light".

Haha... my adorable friends... don't ever chuckle at my confessions. =P

It was a special day in the year, yet at the same time it was an absolutely ordinary day....

This year, a year of determining the future route. After that, we might be respectively going through our brand new journey, in starting the dawn of the new life for the sake to succeed in the coming days....

"An abiding friendship" is the only pharse that we could cast to each other as to wish that we wouldn't forget the days we had been going through together...

Arguments, offences, cold-wars, hapiness, exicitement, struggles, compromises.... all these blended and complicated feelings that we had possessed previously have become past tenses...

From now on, let's envisage our future bravely...... Yeah~~~

Let others be glorious

Here, a simple way to keep away the trifles from overtaking your life which I have learned...

*** ~ ***

Our need for excessive attention is that ego-centered part of us that says, "Look at me. I'm special. My story is more interesting than yours." It's that voice inside of us that may not come right out and say it, but that wants to believe that "my accomplishments are slightly more important than yours."

The ego is that part of us that wants to be seen, heard, respected, considered special, often at the expense of someone else. It's the part of us that interrupts someone else's story, or impatiently waits his turn to speak to that he can bring the conversation and attention back to himself.

To varying degrees, most of us engage in this habit, much to our own detriment!

When you immediately five in and bring the conversation back toward you, you can subtly minimize the joy that person has in sharing, and in doing so, create distance between yourself and others.

*** ~ ***

The next time someone tells you a story or shares an accomplishment with you, notice your tendency to say something about yourself in response.

Although it's a difficult habit to break, it's not only enjoyable but actually peaceful to have the confidence to be able to surrender your need for attention and instead share in the joy of someone else's glory.

Rather than jumping right in and saying, "once I did the same thing" or "Guess what I did today." bite your tongue and notice what happens. Just say, "that's wonderful," or "Please tell me more," and leave it at that. The person you are speaking to will have so much more fun and, because you are so much more "present", because you are listening so carefully, s/he won't feel more relaxed around you, making him or her more confident as well as more interesting.

You too will feel more relaxed because you won't be on the edge of your seat, waiting your turn to be glorious too.

Ironically when you surrender your need to hog the glory, the attention you used to need from other people is replaced by a quiet inner confidence that is derived from letting others to have it.

***~ ***

From the excerpt of Richard Carlson's DSTSS.

So, what are your view now...? be a cynosure or be "meek"? you choose one...

Malapropism

So, I have become one of the Miss Malaprops these days... HAHA
And ironically, thanks for giving me an 'honour' chance to be crown. XD

Actually, I didn't get to know this word until I have read it in a book entitled Do You Wear Suspender? The Wordy Tales of Eh Poh Nim by Lydia Teh.
In the book, there are lots of idioms that I had never read and heard before. The author helps the readers to learn new vocab and idioms by spinning yarns in the most interesting ways. It was quite fun even though I had only read a few pages of this book by sheer chance. She uses Miss Eh Poh Nim as her character in the book who like to speak idiomatic English.

If you are interested, you can
Check out the review of the book here and also here.

Why appeal?

I should have known this outcome...


Yesterday, I finally received my appeal letter from mpm after have been waiting anxiously for 4 days.
There is zero changes to my result. And my dad's 100 ringgit have just gone like throwing into the sea water. The content of the letter is briefly stated: " Your result is betul, tepat dan adil. Keputusan ini adalah muktamd" That's all...fullstop.
What an eyesore to me of that sentence ;3


So what? I happened to appeal for my result as I am not contented with mine. 50 ringgit per paper. I am willing to pay them to remark my papers. But eventually it seemed like to no avail. I doubt their competence as markers. Why there is no transparency in the examination board. Show me the proof! Don't burn my papers yet. I want to have a look at my mistakes that I have done in red ink on my papers. [ha ha, just grumbling]


Frankly to say, on the other day I was appalled at the prospect of having my slip in my hands.
Just couldn't believe the alphabets that appeared before my eyes.
Oh my! Everyone has their own targets in their hearts. When you couldn't hit yours, you would be definitely disappointed. That's what have happened to me.


Sometimes,
Your usual performance in the class isn't equivalent to your measurement in the examination hall.


Ya ya, just blame myself for not trying my best that time.
Lazy is the culprit.
Procrastination is the accomplice.
That's right...


OK, fine.
Back to the present time, I shall feel gratitude for embracing all this.
As the sayings goes:
Every cloud has a silver lining.

Just say one hundred and one percent?

101% ~~~?!
From a mathematical viewpoint: What does equals 100%?
We always say: I want to achieve or give more than 100% like 101%. It's just an analogy to us.
What does it means to give more than 100%?
Would it be possible to achieve more than that?

We have been in situations where we're required to give over 100%.
What equals 100% in life?
How about achieving 101%?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help to answer these question and reveal the secret of "impossible" 101%...

IF
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
is represented as
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K is
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11= 98%

and

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E is
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5= 96%

but A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5= 100%

Now, look at how far the love of GOD will assist you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D is
12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4=101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will fet you there,
It's the Love Of God that will put you over the top!

Mathematics is absolutely amazing.

1x8+1=9

12x8+2=98

123x8+3=987

1234x8+4=9876

12345x8+5=98765

123456x8+6=978654

1234567x8+7=9876543

12345678x8+8=98765432

123456789x8+9=987654321

1x9+2=11

12x9+3=111

123x9+4=1111

1234x9+5=11111

12345x9+6=111111

123456x9+7=1111111

1234567x9+8=11111111

12345678x9+9=111111111

123456789x9+10=111111111

1x1=1

11x11=121

111x111=12321

1111x1111=1234321

11111x11111=123454321

111111x111111=12345654321

1111111x1111111=1234567654321

11111111x11111111=123456787654321

1111111111x111111111=12345678987654321

Brilliant, isn't it?!

断头路了...

终于，我递上我的辞呈信了! (A week's notice)
其实我、并不会写什么resignation letter.
You know la, there got a lot of reference book ma...
所以呢，借一下抄一抄又有何妨咯。
亏MissTeh 还偷看我的辞呈信，她竟然说我的信写得not bad!
She was too "lurus bendul".
但我并没告诉她我是copy cat.... hehe.
留下好印象吗，diok bo?

Damn Hot!!!

Three days ago, the day before yesterday, yesterday and even today.... The sizzling sun and the hot weather made me want to faint... I think most probably I will get heat-stroke if the weather remains the same temperature and low humidity in the prolonged period.

Working at the air-conditioned building like working at the vacuumed-room. The air is still, not flowing at all. And somemore, the building is like kind of in current shortage condition. A week ago, the complex blacked out as a sudden dip of current occured. I'm afraid that the same incident would happen again. At that time, we'll be suffocated in this building.

Oh God, My own thermometer is showing at 34 degree Celsius now in the day time!

Wth, really in burning-heat!

Tell you, while sitting at home in the night time after having shower, you can also break out in a sweat even already had the fan on at highest speed.

Oh Dear, I wish SP could in rain now. A whole day of incessant rain would be enough to nourish people in SP. I can play rain water then as well.

Come on, raindrops I'm waiting for You.

Hot weather really makes people all "in the doldrums", so am I...

Suddenly, I feel like wanna rush to beach now! How about Chiroshima in Japan?

Having a sea view there along the tranquil beach...

Rowing my canoe there...

Bird-viewing the sea water with my parachute...

So much activities can be done there...

Just forget about it, I won't manage to get there. I think Pantai Merdeka would be my only "ideal" option. Haha. Frankly, I don't want there. I want the water in turquoise or blue colour not in brown colour just like the Pantai Merdeka one. Pulau Tioman, Pulau Perhentian, Pulau Langkawi, Pulau Redang, Pulau Kapas.... Yayaya, there got any range of blue water. ^^ ( water is colourless I know ) Haha. Somebody please plan on this trip to an island. Please!

OK, now I feel like want to eat and drink something pula.

ICE-CREAM!!! in various flavours and colours.

Ice water and cold beverage

Quench my thirst is important. I'm hydrated. I never hit that eight-glasses-water goal in a day. That's why my body heat is hardly to disappear through evaporation. I wish I could undergo aestivation just like the lungfish. Haha

What an Awesone air castle that I have built!!!

Saja saja having this post nia....

画海为爽，望冰止渴吗!

.. .. .. .. ..

Still hot and no raindrop.... ==''

秘密

你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

Chicken-kun-ia

Guess what it means - chickenya or maybe it should be spelled as chicken-nya.
Haha. The answer is nothing. It wasn't existed.
I heard from an Indian lady who came to find a book called "chicken--nya". Actually She meant chikungunya, something like dengue fever la... which I only get to know after a moment. I am really shallow in knowledge!!!

I absolutely like a moron, kept on asking what kind of chicken she wants. Did she want a book related to the farm chicken or diseases of chicken or bla bla bla...
The lady stared at me with a frown. She didn't get what I meant? I guessed.
Or in the vice versa I didn't get what she meant!
Even my supervisor also thought it was a book subjected to chicken.
But she said NO, it was chickenkunia, it is a kind of disease, mosquito?
It was hysterically funny!!! How can a chicken-like-disease link to mosquito? This customer must be crazy...
(I chuckled to myself. hahahahaha.)
She finally walked away as we couldn't get her.
She must be chuckled at us too as almost all of us didn't know this disease!

Shame

It was an awful day where theft and his accomplice had visited my working place...
It's also my fresh experience where I met up with this "stupid" theft.

He came with his hand clutching some Dental chewing gum and wandering on his pants hanging down to the comic section. He asked me for the Naruto. Come on, it's just before you! Don't pretend. He seemed like purposely asked me where was it, somehow he already knew. So, I simply usher him by pointing my thumbnail, saying "Sana!" which sounded like quite impolite. Indeed, I had bad impression on him while he was picking up the comics, he chuckled his gum's wrappers on my table which really pissed me off! He just intended to do that since he also "bo syok" me! Thus, he had his revenge on me too. I took a squint on him and monitored him up. . ;-/

After a moment, he suddenly walked away with his accomplice. Before leaving, the anonymous accomplice clutched the wrappers and handed them to me, asking me to throw into the garbage. (tong sampah just located beside me) This made me felt like the accomplice isn't that "bad". Haha. I was still watching on their movement as they really looked like sneak-thieves. My curiosity aroused when the gum-wrapper-discarder inquired Miss Chong from revision department for the Harry Potter. Without any hesitation, she ushered them to the teenage novel section. I'm bery suspicious about their motives.

I followed them to the section and pretended to tidy up the books on the adjacent table there. I saw him grabbing 2 Harry Potter series from the rack and squatting down to have a look on the book cover. Next, I heard some unwrapping sound. He wanted to unwrap the book! I took a glance over him again and he casually walked by the table to has a very brainless question: "Is there any scanner inside this book?"
What a stupid man! Asking me this not like indicated that he had an intention to steal the book? Wasn't he?!
"Huh!? I...I have no idea." I shrugged. He was wordless. So, he headed to the cashier counter then with 2 books on his hands. My heart was throbbing, didn't know what to expect next....

I watched from far, seeing the cashier unwrapped the book for him. At the same time, he had already smuggled one of the Harry Potter from the ED and hid it under the junk food racks near the exit. And I still didn't aware of that action though. Luckily, the cashier has realized his sneaky behavior. Thus, she called for the help from other supervisor and they started to take action on him...

After having his book unwrapped, he walked back to ED. Again he visited our comic section. I didn't notice this time he just held a book. He put the only Harry Potter on the comic section, getting a Naruto comic and made his payment at the counter. So, I got back the book and I felt a whoosh of relief....

Who knows? All in sudden, he came back once again...Gosh, what the hell was he gonna to do...! Don't say I'm bingo, HE COME BACK TO STEAL! Without second thought, I quickly put back the book on its place, intending to trap him up. Coming with the plastic bags, he simply grabbed the book and fled. I was froze on the spot as I couldn't believe my sight...
The moment he wanted to put the books inside the plastic bags, he was caught in shame by Miss
Low and Miss Lim. His hole-and-corner affair was revealed and he behaved as if nothing had happened. Since Miss Lim had no any prove so at last she just let him walked away.
What a shame, I should have caught him. I am just frozen at the wrong time... Terrible! He thought his plan was perfect and could trick this little girl like me. So, he did! I was mortified and the staffs there still reckoned I had helped them out in this case.

阿桑 in memoirs

Something wrong with her

Yesterday night, we were all bothered by a lady with a strain of madness.

*** ***

Phone rang and I answered - It was Miss Lim: "Ah Yan, Pleases inform Miss Teh that "her friend" is here".

Huh? Miss Teh wondered who was that "friend".
Thus, she and I took a glimpse around the area from the department. Then, Miss Teh recognised a lady with an odd blue hair-scarf, over-sized sweater plus an umbrella hanging over her arm. What a fashion impairment. ( It's not that bad, but to be honest YES )

"She hior, she is something wrong. Just take a copy of Health Today for her."

(she made a beeline to office)

" What?! Something wrong? How do you know?"

" It's a long story. She worked here before. Will tell you later."

I'm intrigued to know more about her. Anything! ( I was curious with her "something wrong")

As usual, Miss Teh and I treated her as a normal customer. ( I knew she is not. However, there is something good about her. She buys that magazine every month. Quite supportive right?!)

I was just going to ransack the magazine from the locker. Then suddenly I heard the lady talked to Miss Teh that SHE DOESN'T WANT ALREADY!

By finishing her four considered as powerful words, she pivoted on her heels and swept out. Both of us felt helpless. I thought nothing more was expected to happen after she left......

A moment later, Miss Lim came to our table in hurry with frantic remarks. She retold the incident that had occurred at the office. Hell, she had "visited" the office twice and had some complaints about all departments!
[Do you have any idea that how could she entered the office so easily as a stranger? = She stalked Miss Lim from the back as she entered the room! ] Sweat with her!
She tried looking for the manager there. But, nobody wanted to admit. Everybody at the office is scared of her and they even didn't want to speak a single word to her.

As Miss Lim kept blabbering......

All in the sudden a tense moment flickered. That lady was coming back! Miss Lim immediately fled towards the office. Guess what. This time she had no "mercy" at all. Miss Teh was her target now. As she walked through any section at E.D., she grabbed any books she liked and gave them to Miss Teh, asking her to keep that bundle for her. At the same time, she was also complaining about the Perangin Mall's outlet that the staff there ignored her demand to keep the books for her.
After having listened to that, Miss Teh was forced to keep it as not to aggravate her. Just as what Miss Lim has said, if you aggravate a madwoman and she does anything to hurt you, she can "break the law with impunity". Even she kills somebody she won't be accused. Somehow, the only punishment - Tanjung Rambutan will be her final home in the rest of her life after that.

"Do you think she is affordable to buy all these?" I whispered in hesitation. Miss Teh shrugged. Her face turned pale when the lady stood closer and closer to her. She grumbled to Miss Teh about the staffs for she had been perceived as invisible. Only Miss Teh who took her as a "normal lady". In short, she talked really bo bo de things there and seemed rather piqued.

The incident has proven that her brain has fused.

Since I felt rather superfluous on the spot, I escaped myself and pretended busy with my own business, not daring to have a glance at her also. I was terrified too.

It was 9.15pm. 15 min. more to go before coming to end of the business hour. She's still crapping nonstop there with an impatient Miss Teh. She tried to escape too and finally succeede. Haha

Our shop was half-closed and most of the lights have been switched off. And she's still hanging around. I've packing my bag for home, just waiting for her to walked out by herself. DAMN, what the hell she wants from us. Simply buat kacau kat sini?! Then, She was standing there reading her magazine!
"No time liao la, come on lady"

Suddenly came a "heroin" to save us.
Miss Lim swithched off the lady's lighst and she was angry, asking who did that. "Miss, we want to shut down already, please leave here." Then, she retorted: " Haiya, never mind. I can wait until the cashiers sum up all the money." "I'm afraid we can't."
This time she didn't has any excuse, she just swept out from there.
And Miss Teh quickly locked up the door, afraided of she will patah balik pula.

Really Sweat with the lady!!!
She said she will return in these 2 days. Oh God, just leave us alone!

*** ***

Waiting

I wept for being "abandoned".
As I yelled " I hate you! Please don't talk to me~! ", you said nothing.
I felt guilty after that for being no manners.
Sorry~~!
However, this is not your first time to repeat such a "forgetful" attitude.
I really hope that one day you will never ever 'forget' all of us again.

No regret?!

Our choosing-picking-time is up!
These ten days are really "torturing"...

I sacrificed my 2 hours sleeping time,
searching for the info and also seeking for the cousins' help
Indeed, they couldn't assist you much, eventually, it's just UP TO YOU!!!!
Your interest is IMPORTANT than anything else.
I found myself quite aimless at the eleventh hour.
I hate for being that!
Even I have had one, it's fragile.
So, I choose basically by considering on the pros and cons of the courses.
PROSPECT has tipped the balance in my favour.

Everything just let it be...whatever.

fate or luck or chance?
The answer will be revealed soon... soon...
As nervous as like waiting for STPM result before? Maybe.
Will see it and feel it.

Hope we all get what we long for............
ALL DA BEST! PALS

Guidance - Application for USM

I've been puzzling over the course-choices in the USM application form this few days. I didn't know whether we should put all the 8 options or only fill up the courses we like the most while the rest just leave it blank. With the help of www.quansheng.org , my confusion is solved.
Actually, I'm careless too. Coz WE didn't read through the PANDUAN PEMOHONAN on the website. Haha.

1. Permohonan ke Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM)

1.1 Calon-calon perlu memohon program pengajian yang benar-benar diminati sahaja di USM.
1.2 Sekiranya calon hanya berminat dengan 1 atau 2 program pengajian di USM sahaja, calon tidak diwajibkan untuk memenuhi lapan ( 8 ) pilihan program pengajian di USM.
1.3 Program pengajian Sains Perubatan, Sains Pergigian, Sains Farmasi, Kejuruteraan Kimia dan Perakaunan merupakan program yang sangat kompetatif di USM dan bilangan tempat adalah terhad.

2. Permohonan di IPTA lain

Pemohon yang memohon USM dinasihati supaya turut juga mengemukakan permohonan ke IPTA lain melalui Bahagian Pengurusan Kemasukan Pelajar, Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi (BPKP) seperti yang akan diiklankan oleh BPKP, Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi.

3. Calon Yang Berjaya Ditawarkan Tempat Di USM

Calon yang berjaya dan ditawarkan tempat di Universitit Sains Malaysia tidak akan ditawarkan tempat di mana-mana IPTA lain lagi.Calon perlu mengesahkan penerimaan atau penolakan terhadap tawaran yang diterima dari USM.

4. Cara Permohonan

4.1 Calon-calon perlu mengambil dan lulus ujian aptitud yang akan diadakan di pusat-pusat ujian yang telah dipilih oleh calon dalam borang permohonan online.
4.2 Bagi Program Pengajian yang memerlukan temu duga, calon-calon wajib hadir dan lulus temuduga tersebut
4.3 Tarikh temudiga dan semakan keputusan ujian dan temu duga calon yang terpilih akan dimaklumkan mulai April 2009 dan boleh disemak di laman web http://www.usm.my.
4.4 Segala perbelanjaan unutk menghadiri ujian temu duga adalah di bawah tanggungan calon.

宫心计 Palace Scheme trailer

Prelude

People are starting to worry, anxious and quail...about everything in the present and also the approaching unknown fatal day. This is called the Prelude to the general result-revealed-fever. One of the most "meaningful" day I've ever had, bar none. I couldn't imagine what kind of bombshell I'll get on that coming-day.

Anything can be happened?
NO....I shouldn't have said this....
I should rather say to myself everything has fated. Nothing can be altered anymore. I believe everybody will get a deserving result just as much as the effort and hard-work you had put in your study (without any regret). The answer is already in our heart.
For once, after my exam I thought myself really have tried all my best even some papers are quite hard for me. But after I recalled the matter back, I realized that indeed I'm NOT.
I'm not trying my best yet. Some questions I should know the answers, man!
All the last minute work may just ruin me. However, useless to say all this now...it's too late!
As a placebo, I try to say in my heart that "Am I don't deserve any good result after my one-and-a-half-years' hard-ploughing.
I'm not another Miss Smug. Just being more optimistic.

Don't ever regret for making your previous choice-entering form 6. (I'm trying to convince a girl). Let's us advance togather towards the ultimate vision. (Even I can't predict what may happen in advance) Just locate some confidence at you.

Now, we can start to pray devoutly to the Na Tok gong, Guan Gong, Guanyin, Tien Gong for the blessing. Or more precisely "Milk God" as mentioned in the 8TV programme - Unveil The Truth. Aiya, forget about it. I'm crapping here. We are not going to make a last-ditch effort. Aren't we?

**************

Time flies. Yet I still haven't make my clear mind. (got some options but I don't want to make it as a Hobson's). Yesterday, I listened to the radio about the abroad-studying in Taiwan. It's free course if your result is good. I have had my mind flying to Taiwan and the life I shall have there...I'm 哈-台.
Hehe, I'm just day-dreaming. Sometimes it's against one's will. I didn't have any idea. Perhaps I should put a thinking cap on this matter-to become one of my study plan.

Many things are left undone with my full working-hour. I hope that my part-time job will come to the end after this month (thinking). And so, I can do things I like as well as to upgrade myself. But but, money is important too. (>,<)

Fine, selamat menunggu result! Teachers at school are awaiting too.

I'm Belly Laughing

Part 1 ( 瞎拼ABC Rainie with 王彩桦 ）

Rainie seems have matured a lot. I started to change my view towards her after listening to her latest album really. I don't really like her before this.
1. sleep-ers & walk-ers
2. iron - irion
3. yi dai blue yi dai
4. cheese - 气死
5. crapping

p/s: 自信 not 畜生

Part 2 （ 瞎拼ABC Rainie with NoNo ) - 台语版


Part 3 ( 谁是老鼠屎 )


Part 4


Part 5

No sweat here!

Few days ago, I was really displeased with my working environment.

The steady stream of cartoons, full-loaded with books and also magazines....I am gasping for air when moving the little damn heavy brown boxes. The worst thing is my ankles, elbows and waist sometimes can be twisted.

Poor ah Yan is working all around in SOLO.
What made me crazy and annoyed was NOBODY gave me a hand!

Well, not to say my "sis" ( aka my senior, they all call like this ), I will rather blame my "mum" aka my supervisor. Because, usually my "sis" will stay with me all the time and work together to finish up the troublesome stuff. Unless she is off, then the problem will rush towards me...

I am not grousing for the work-load. Sometimes, I just want to say to my "mum": " Can you please leave your warm seat and help me to lift the cartoon or maybe you can help me wrap up some books?"
OMG, I am influenced by my "sis" who is insisting her "mum" too to work together at the department's table, but not hiding herself at the office.

Due to the matter, she always have a cold war with Miss Teh. At that time, I'll be their 'troubleshooter', responsible to deliver their message to the other side respectively. Until now, I still haven't see a truce between them. For some seconds maybe....~~~

And now my "sis" is trying to convince me that Miss Teh also has her part on these books, not solely both of us. For me, I do the work assigned by my supervisor is a right thing and I don't think I have rights to say NO to her if I still want to hold the job...

Working at a company means we must learn to not to sweat the small stuff.
Heavy cartoons to be carried? Small stuff... Just let it be an exercise.
Mountain of books and documents to be covered up? Tiffles.... I can do it all myself steadily.

I have larned it from a motivational book. So far, I have just read until pg.30. still a lot to comprehend from this in fascinating book.

What I have to do is to complete my own responsibilty as a small staff there.

And there's 2 rules of harmony in our life:

#1." Don't sweat the small stuff"
#2 " It's all small stuff"

just like what Richard Carlson has written on his book entitled the former one.

"When you "don't sweat the small stuff", your life won't be perfect, but you'll learn to accept what life has to offer with far resistance. When you learn to "let go" of problems instead of resisting with all your might, your life will begin to flow. You will, as the serenity prayer suggests, " Change the things that can be changed, accept those that cannot, and have the wisdom you know the difference.""

Fashion-Girls

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It's all about art & fashion of Korean girls